Poetry and Occultism
   
Poetry by Kathrine Von Ahnen
 
Greetings.
I'm Kathrine, I'm 17 years old and this is my page. Reserved for poetry and a some general stuff on witchcraft, and the like.

I have not published any of my work, but I would like to. For now, I'd appreciate comments - both positive and negative criticism is welcome. I'd also appreciate it if you respect my work, that means no copying.

I've written poems since I was about 11 or twelve, and I've found it to be a great channel of expression, almost therepautic if you will. I am an avid reader of other people's poetry. T. S. Eliot is my favorite. I also enjoy artists/bands with good lyrics. It makes the music that much more enjoyable.

I am being urged by Friends and Teachers alike to pursue this talent I have been given, and this is the first step in that direction. My work had been deeemed slightly depressive by critics, but please, view it with an open mind and spirit and may my words touch you.
 
About Me
I come from a very international backround. Due to the nature of my father's job, I've been moving around alot since I was 4 months old. I was born in Denmark, but raised in Luxembourg, Hong Kong and New York. I currently live and study in Stockholm, Sweden.

I was raised in a christian family, but became an Atheist at the age of thirteen. The year after I stubled upon a book about white witchcraft and have been increasingly wiccan ever since.

I live with my family - Mom, Dad, two younger sisters, and two Chihuahua puppies.
 
A Poem - Here's a few, there are more to come as this site grows...
Solo
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I'm drifting throught this universe
On a comet of irrational ideas
A broken parachute on my back
In case I should fall
You can't catch me...
Gawking at the brand new world at my fingertipe
Grazing on the fields of solitary confection
All the little happy people
all the same
all so far away
behind their doubleplated glass
and their solid locked doors
sound alseep
as I dance across their floors
humming a tune to myself
Accompanied by the rising falling notes
of their stolen imagination
I've jump off this simple earth
this spinning, spinning globe
broken the threads spun around me
I'm not coming home
Flying higher
flying lightly
glancing back once to bid
this dreary life farewell
then letting go
Falling, slipping like
the dew fell from the heavy petals
falling
like my mind fell
from sanity.
...July 23, 1998...




The Sea
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Out of the clutches of the foam topped waves
She sings
So quietly
The sound is eaten by the harsh winds
Light rain falls
An icy gust sends a shiver up her back
She does not notice
She is already numb
Seconds are days
As she watches the sea
Turn an angry, turbid gray.

The rain falls harder now
Colder
More hostile
She does not blink
Nor avert her stare
she sees nothing
She looks so hard
All but the ocean mist has
forsaken her

Her hair
so many matted strings
Clinging to her body
Seaweed
Clinging to the boulders below

The roar of the waves
Does not reach her ears
Her song is not so much a song
As an invitation
Her words are not so much words
as forgotten lands

Each drop
stings like needles
On her frail flesh
That once only lover's kisses
Graced

Rising now
slowly
slowly
Arms out
Head down
Swaying to and fro
Gliding
She imagines flying
Like a little bird
Soaring
Would be like this
Leaning of the edge
Feeling the air beneath her limbs

Her hair clinging to the boulders below
The next wave washes her away.
...October 26, 1998.....


Lonely
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I have an empty feeling in my stomach
an aching pressure in my chest
I feel alone
incomplete
A part of me is missing
It's run away from home
I can't really function
and I can't really feel
Only one can fill that void
Only one voice reach my ears
His presence brings this lonely corpse
back to life.
I'm afraid of tomorrow
I'm afraid of the rising sun
I lie in here
with the curtains drawn
Longing to hold him
Red candlewax, like so many
drops of blood on the floor
the darkness of night, more a comfort
than the harshness of light.
My pillow is stained with salty tears
I fight the coming dawn
Because I know tomorrow
will be just another
Joke without a punch line
That's always played on me
Red-rimmed eyes
Face pale and dull
The only one who can make
it all come back
is gone.
...August 29, 1998...

Short poem with no name
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Shivering in the
Heart of an Icy flame
Crying out even
though there's No pain
Laughing out loud
to a tragedy in love.
...08.08.98...


Perennial Dreamland
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Summer beneath the green leaves
run in a mist
Through the garden

Summer
play under the rain
in the sunshine garden

Night falls quicker now
Bitter beauty - sleep my love
Dream of a world far grander than this one
May your drowsy visions hold the promise
of a brighter spot in this garden
Where the sun shines on you always
Dream of a world full of vivid colors
and make those dreams come true.

Winter beneath the barren trees
We leave the path
Through the garden

Winter
I take my place here
Under the snow
In the shadow garden.

......December 18, 1998.....
 
Favourite links
 

Ambrosia Knight's Witch site
Very good site for wiccan info.


Pages of Tragedy
Official sit of the goth band Theatre Of Tragedy


Hempseed
Endorsement of Hemp as an Ecological product that should be used more.

Email me at:
[email protected]

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